absurd thoughts.

have you ever imagine or wondering what would you be in the next 2 years or 5 years or 10 years? me? yes right now. i still don't know. it is hard to decide because this going to be in your lifetime. i have so many things i have passionate about but the problem sometimes i don't want to sharpen that. "that" means skill. soft skill even the smallest skill can help everything. you never know what would happen next in your life. but i think we can predict based on how we treat our minds, body, people around us, animal, etc. studying for me is one of the way we treat our minds and body. when we studying it means our brain works and it is like your doing fitness for your mind and brain. cmon studying used to be one of my enemies because i hate that but still i need that. the most after food and home. now i am on the step that i really need books, internet, intellectual people, travels and skills. books helped you find who you are. you can find everything on internet. you can find yourself also. i don't need toxic people, i need intellectual people because i need to be intelligent yeah hehe. i need travels. well, who doesn't love travels? travels to the other cities, countries or maybe different planet? no seriously i am kidding. skills? you definitely need that thing.
yeah it almost 3am and i still haven't sleep yet because i had a good nap on yesterday afternoon and it was one of my amazing nap i've ever had. so, my thoughts today is never procrastinate, always learning and please respect others AND YOURSELF. and i still don't have any answer to "what would you be" question but one thing that i believe that i don't want to be a shit.
absurd thoughts on this amazing early morning.
what about you? what are y'all going to be? tell me. eh eh no. just tell yourself. believe it. do it.


(((((i am having a really absurd thoughts)))))