there are some things that means nothing

I can't believe how April could come so fast in a flash! However, there are a lot of things that happened as well that contribute to and impact your existence in these magical spheres, am I right?

We as a human happen to be at the core of societal contribution, you can be a contributor, bystander, or both. Throughout our lives, I can't imagine how many unavoidable things have come but pretty sure we have had different reactions to it. I'm also saying that we surely have to go through expected things prior to.

As I am writing this, I just started to feel gloomy. Not in the way that I am sad, but as I feel like I should be proud of myself because I have passed things I'd never expected to, I believe you can too. So, whoever reading this right now, I am here as a likely stranger to you is very proud of you. I'm impressed with how far you have come. You have excelled in it, and It shows.

When we talk about our existence in social relations, we talk about expectations. Why? cause that is the core. There is no way a person-to-person interaction has no objectives, even just a tiny bit of, it is always existed. All in all, it is all about expectations. to live is to expect and be expected. grab it or let it. right and left. get and give. win or lose. kill or to be killed.

However, what we are dealing with oftentimes, are different levels of expectation. You can't just generalize someone's expectations to one another, cause our starting points are dissimilar. We might think expectation = problem, well it can be true but it can not. Depends on how you're dealing with it. When we have a wrong step, it might begets a problem. but a problem is a thing that can be solved, so whatever you think at this current time, whatever problem you face right now, there always be an answer to a solution.

Expectation vs Hope?

Well, if we talk about literal or language studies, those might be just a synonym, CMIIW. However, for me, it does carry its own distinctive meaning. 

Expectation is heavier than Hope. Why? when you expect things, most of the time, you already have this visionary ending when they prevail. You have this standpoint on how you feel when it succeeds. You are prone to neglect minutiae. You are just solely looking at the big picture, without seeing "unimportant" details that are actually important for your goals. That is the perfect hole to plunge and get you to fail.

Hope is a prayer. A positive attitude. A wish. You have hope, because you know that you are able to gain it. You never worry about failure, cause you know when things are not for you but you still go for the best one, you might be shifted into something greater. You focus on small things that matter. You tend to focus more on those bite-sized actions. You are open to another possible ending.

I recommend you to have both because it is aligned. connected. 

The problem arrived when we wrongly set the levels. Like baking, we need to set the temperature precisely. If it is too high, it burnt. If it is too low, it is uncooked.

As I grew up, I always thought that everything happens for a reason. Well, it is mostly true, but sometimes it just happens because it happens. There are things that I am not able to find the reason why. Or maybe it has not arrived yet? 

Meeting people with specific purposes, for example. It can be on work, dating, acquaintances, or community.

As part of the societal contribution, when we DO have these specific goals, we tend to expect (and hope to) and we mostly forget to gauge how we set the level. If you are a sincere and naive one, you fairly have this angelic purpose, but how about the people who aren't? it could be a non-reciprocal relationship as result.

There are things that you have passed just only things for you to cross paths, with no reason. It is like something goes by.

When we expect, it might be a problem. Why? There may be no output. Evaporated. Since we do have that winning standpoint, it might hurt. Cause you received nothing.

I was in that situation back then. I believe, there are some things that mean nothing. There is something that does not WORTH any expectations and hopes. Some things just be something goes by. and mean nothing.

If you are in this kind of situation, kindly seek and prioritize yourself first. Questioning is fine. "Is this worth my attention? Is this worth hoping for? Is this worth to expect?"

If not, then don't. 

Something greater awaits you, Hun.